Hello, zero-backs today, I have not written a long time ... and probably has something to do with what there just describe, finally summoned up the courage to tell someone that if they did not support would probably not be coming to me here .. . no is good ... but from the beginning ...
Some two weeks ago, I woke up around 7 am, indifferent, I'm not wanted, I had no strength to stand up, reach for a glass of water, I did not have the strength to turn kompa, I thought I was just sleepy, that drink coffee and just go ... I asked with great difficulty (yes, I had no strength even to speak, every word was a pain), his beloved to do me a coffee.
wypuciu After this infusion, I was lying, I thought begins to work, that it will pass ... but the state has not disappeared, nay, I had a feeling that intensified with every second ...
next day was even worse ... even lie I did not want, I felt that I fall from power, the execution of the smallest actions were a torment ... I felt like uletuje of me life ... I became concerned that my family is not called the house not odpisywałem to text messages ... I had no power ... just do not have the strength ...
I finally let myself be persuaded to go to the doctor, thought it was pointless because these konowały klepną only twice, write you a prescription for syrup and so, but no, the doctor zmaszczył eyebrows, came on the x-ray, has connected me to something, just like in the movies, crap, charts, monitors, only the probe in the ass was missing, the results had to wait a week ...
Waiting was the worst ... every phone caused anxiety in me, I did not want to know, I feared the worst ... because after talking with his family, it turned out that these symptoms occurred in me since birth ... even when it has not yet been me in the world, the doctors advised my parents that may arise some health complications were not mistaken ...
days went by, I slept, I lay, sat ... the state does not worsen, everything seemed to be fine, but in my mind only one thought ... the result ... I felt like before the execution, as before the supreme court ... and I knew that I lose.
Finally the day came, I told myself that I have to accept even najgroszą message with dignity, yet the world is full of people at a disadvantage, I'm not the only person with an incurable disease ... I can not give up ...
I will not bore you, yet you have your problems, write short, I was diagnosed with ZLC syndrome, a rare, incurable, but you can live with that.
Probably most of you do not know what it ZLC ...
fucking lazy man: D
Hans! : D
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